Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label love. Show all posts

Friday, September 19, 2014

BOX



Four walls
with the absence of
four doors
and four windows.

Four choices
with the absence of
the will to choose.

Be asleep
stay awake
be fuckin’ bored
or be dead.
Either of those ways
you still have to be confined.

They let the knowledge stream
without letting you
question it.

They let the music be heard
without letting you
dance to its beat
or dare sing
to its melody.

They let the love radiate
without letting you
feel it
or savor it.

And after a while
you get used to the
four walls.
And you stop searching for
the four doors and windows.
And you stop searching for answers
though you still exemplify the
faculties of the existing.
You breathe, you eat
you seemingly smile;
You bite your tongue
you poke your eyes.
But pain becomes
a stranger
to the senses.

And it is at this time
you would realize
you are dead
and confined.




©Marjo Josue

Happiness In Love... Found


Daylight penetrated
my shadowy life;
Rays of hope
came like prophets,
Angels descended for the good news
proclaiming love … found!

But doubt hovered
My heart filled with fear
for the doomed value of my youth
and the principles I broke;
for the love found for eternity
that shed light to this
abandoned spirit.

I may have bridged over sorrow
and crossed the darkness of tunnels,
I may have fought the inevitable
and lost the stupid game they call love;
But then again, I hoped
and my prayer was granted,
He accepted this scorned soul
and embraced the beleaguered woman in me.

Then vows were made
But hey! Were they from Heaven?
Do I deserve happiness?
Do I deserve love?
Do I deserve him?
He may be the one.
He has to be the one.
Deep in this wounded heart
stream a music that was searching
for the right note to be struck,
so love would radiate
from the unknown crypt
where I once hid
from the selfishness of my prey.

Now the chains were broken,
the burden was lifted up;
The love I was once just yearning for
conquered the fear that blinded me
and has brought me home
from that of which I thought
was my sarcophagus
of no return.

And now I have known
what real happiness is.
Yes! It’s in the arms of my husband.
It’s in the warmth of his embrace.
It’s in the song of his silence.
It’s in the melody of his voice.
It’s in the solitude I have found in his gaze.
It’s in the music of his laughter.
It’s in the joy of his love.
Yes! It’s in this man
that I have found happiness in love
at last.




©Marjo Josue

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Wild Boar


triumphant, I gave two creatures life
hoping that they impart to the world
the real meaning of their valued existence
like what Jesus did
driving bad spirits into the herd

Waterlily



floating, freedom to be
loving the water that cleanses what is physical
purifying it in return
symbiosis
the science of co-existing
and the essence of living

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Cubicle

A lad with so many dreams
“I wanna graduate,” he says,
“just give me a chance.”
A future withdrawn.


A heart-broken mother
“My daughter is pregnant.
My son was given no chance.”
Chose guidelines over pity.


Young lady with a pretty face
“I did no wrong,” she claims
“my friends are no goons.”
Cursed the system.


A proud mom I believe
“They cannot touch my daughter.
Negotiate with my lawyer.”
Did justice prevail?


An emotionally traumatized boy
“My parents are in Italy.
Spent vacation there last summer.”
Walked away from reality.


A pained grandmother
“My grandson ran away.
He might have gone to his mother.”
Sheltering a wounded child.


Two energetic freshies
“He hit me hard,” one says.
“You hit back harder,” said the other.
Repairing a broken pride.


One of the two came back
“Please don’t tell my father.
He will hurt me for sure.”
A displaced aggression.


A teeny-bopper craving for love
"I don't give a damn," she whispers,
"Nobody cares anyway." Tears fell.
Pretensions and denial.


An experimenting youngster
“I am not what they claim I am.
I didn’t even say those words.”
Trying to cover a jarred note.


A trusting mother
“I am not after what others think of.
But if it’s proven, he must go.”
Credibility heads on.


All these and more in two months time
an everyday drama unfolds
emotions break free
inside my cubicle.




Posted August 2, 2007 in CABAnata

Monday, March 10, 2008

Rocking Chair

Rocking chair
I sat on your lap
sweetly, you carry me
comforting my fear
from that hairy monster
grandpop created in my mind.


Rocking chair
I cling to your arm
slowly, you lull me to sleep
soothing my tiredness
from that enjoyable play
I shared with some friends.


Rocking chair
I lay my head on your breast
caringly, you hug me
calming my senses
from the draining hours in school
I spent in my own excellence.


Rocking chair
I rest my body unto you
softly, you wrap your warmth around me
easing my scorned heart
broken by some cruel beings
I met and trusted and loved.


Rocking chair
I lean my exhausted thoughts to you
with sensitivity, you understand me
relieving my weariness
from the demands of my work
I devote myself to.


Rocking chair
I now run my fingers to your skin
old and rickety you may seem
a touch of you still alleviates my burden
from the strains of this world we live in
where together we have aged with.




Memories flowed upon the sight of granny's old rickety rocking chair when I visited her last weekend. Cried a bit. So much memories. Now it's kept in the stock room, where granny can rock no more. (reposted)

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Tears

teardrop
water cascading
minute
concludes an entire story


Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Potpourri


Potpourri
he showed me beauty
painted more than seven colors
of the rainbow,
showered me not of chocolates,
flowers and precious stuff
but he gave me his life.


Hodgepodge
he sings me a medley
nobody knows when he’ll stop
hope he won’t because
his voice delights my senses
and when I close my eyes
his presence seems all over me.


Odds and ends
he tied my shoelace to the ground
thought I would not be able to run
but instead I flew to my dreams.
“To be or not to be?”
he asked with an irresistible charm.
I answered, “Stay beside me.”


Bits and bobs
everything is He…
a mixture of hues of amber,
bright velvety drops of mist,
a rush of crimson waves
touching my soles on the sand
as I rest my heart and life to thee…